I don't really have any other place to shout out loud, that's why I'm here. It's actually a very small matter but I don't even know why am I feeling so damn moody.

After pursuing my studies in Kuching... I feel that my miri friends are getting more and more faraway from me. They started to have their own topics, carry out their own gatherings without me.... not even bothered to ask me. I feel neglected!

I think I lost my best friend for real now. Why am I always the bad one??? Getting blamed for my own rights? Is it wrong that I don't want to eat lunch? Just by not going to lunch... get blamed and ignored?

I don't want to believe in thing called friendship anymore.

Since no one will actually comes here and reads this. Taurus wouldn't work our with scorpion, that's the truth. Single Scorpio ladies out there, Please reconsider if you want to get in a relationship with a Taurus guy and vice versa. Scorpio is the drop dead romantic type whereas Taurus is a dead block.

Taurus is a very good choice to get as a husband indeed but if you're hoping for a romantic relationship, don't find them.

I'm tired of giving tips and hoping much from you already actually. I know I've been harsh on you with asking you to do things but I really hope you can do those things as surprises for me; not only after i asked for it. No matter how hard we try to change for each other. It will not work out.

The more I write the stronger is my feeling to stop this relationship. I'm sorry.

So! I went to the dentist, at last. It turned out.... not bad. The dentist is nice :D He's friendly and for a moment in that tiny little room, I fell in-love with him. Haha! KIDDING! (I have a boyfriend already and I love him very much) I actually felt that he's some kind of angel or even god from the heaven. He was the only one who kindly think for me... telling all kinds of after effect or troubles that come after Root Canaling. Unlike other dentists who all told me my tooth is no way to be saved and suggested root canaling, he told me root canaling wont last long, I eventually will have to pluck it off after 2 or 3 years which these was not told by the other dentists. I thought root canal can make my tooth last forever! They are so bad! So lastly he gambled on my tooth (at least he GAMBLED, unlike others. HMMP!) by filling it up; hoping in wont hurt in the coming few days and I'm doing just fine now. It hurts sometimes but not THAT bad. (Shouldn't be talking about this now, It's starting to get painful, well, a little) :S

For now, Toodles!

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I shall not live in depression anymore! Even if I have to pluck that stubborn tooth off, I will! Ever since 2009; I have always being worried about my teeth! No matter day or night; I can never live throughly if I worries about my teeth everyday or maybe will be continued till the day I die.I wanna live my life peacefully! So what if I'm toothless. Not that they can see. :p

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Just by looking at my 2009 post, I feel depression. The super duper large sized ice cream post, that is. I can no more taste the creamy vanilla savored cheap ice cream cause I have bad lousy teeth that cannot stand cold and sweet. I'm going to the dentist tomorrow btw and I'm so damn scared of it. I keep telling myself that what could be worser than plucking of the tooth (or even teeth for my case). I've never liked going to the dentist since small cause I will only end up with bad news. :'(
No matter how I hated it... I must go tomorrow before the teeth getting and worser and I might end up with fake teeth before 21 years old

Let's pray, Amitofu!

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it's been a year since I last blogged. I stupidly forgot my password for my wordpress. No one is going read this since not much or even none have known the existence of my this tiny little blog. Nothing much to write actually; I just feel like writing this since I've read a lot of different blogs. They some how inspires me to type out again but I'm pretty much sure that this feeling wont last long. Taadaaa~

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I went out with J.C and Ray like... 2 weeks ago. Only update now is because I cannot get online at all or with a lousy connection. We went out at 3pm for McD then watched With a Chance of Metballs after that; trying out the newly opened MBO in The Spring. We ate ice cream while we were waiting for our movie to start. Went to Boulevard after the movie, stayed there till the whole Boulevard building is closing. We spent like 2 hours fooling around with the selling items inside the shopping mall.. XD that's all for today, Got to get to my comp class now :)

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