I don't really have any other place to shout out loud, that's why I'm here. It's actually a very small matter but I don't even know why am I feeling so damn moody.
After pursuing my studies in Kuching... I feel that my miri friends are getting more and more faraway from me. They started to have their own topics, carry out their own gatherings without me.... not even bothered to ask me. I feel neglected!
I think I lost my best friend for real now. Why am I always the bad one??? Getting blamed for my own rights? Is it wrong that I don't want to eat lunch? Just by not going to lunch... get blamed and ignored?
I don't want to believe in thing called friendship anymore.